sometimes you can occupy yourself with work and still feel empty,on the inside...if you end up having a crush intruding/coming into your life,this is what happens

either you don't know what to do,trying to evade him/her but then feel the urge to talk to the opposite sex once he/she starts making advances,and eventually you found out that's he/she's nice after all

or maybe this happens...if this part's true(for most of the time)

J: haiz...i nv realised having a girlfren 4 me...or even simply harbouring a crush 4 a girl...would change my life so much...when i venture into town alone...i'd start feelin quite empty
R: yahz... i noe wad u mean...when u get love... u wake up every morning feeling absolutely wonderful

it's really true.once you start feeling empty spiritually,or maybe even spiritually dead for that matter,your lost soul would cling on to someone you like...if religion's not a concern...the main difference between people who have a doting other half and those who did not are that the former feels comfortable with their stead and they feel more contented,while the fragile heart of the spiritually empty,long cold and dead,feeling numb,starts warming again and starting to feel again,as tears stream down from their faces and hearts being touched,they now face a crossroads that would change their present life,and stuck and unsure of what to do,simply plunges into the deep end...

in fact it meant that they would not be able to do what they really want with their stead looking over them,but being a bad but welcome distraction has its perks because they feel more confident and it would look as if they were changed...having said that...

it's becoming a tear-jerker,so i think i better leave this alone for a while and ponder about that later