Sadness for the Burmese

8888. Lucky in everywhere,but it's the day where the Burmese version of Tiananmen took place.

Now the millitary is at it again

I was a toddler last time it happened
Now I'm very sure what's gonna happen

However hard it is to keep order
YOU DO NOT EVEN LAY YOUR HANDS ON MONKS UNARMED (oh please)

Now they arrest everyone who even had the temerity to see what had unfolded, V for Vendetta style. Only there isn't a V, and the millitary doesn't have a whole gamut of labs. But Th*n Shw* is surely an Adam Suttler. Now even Gambari's return after a month is a wait too long, if the millitary is so inclined to pre-empt any talks...

Unless some disaffected soldiers act

and in the extreme case: (taken from V for Vendetta)...his lieutenant killed him

Amid all the extreme rhetoric, my heart goes out to the oppressed

killing fields

the wind that shakes the barley
leaves no stone unturned
exposes everything

as a platoon marches past
it brings along
hope and hardship

in the battle for death
there's no space for the living
to even ponder

what's done been done
but we do get one last chance
to fight for our lives

furthest away from our minds
as mercy was repaid by force
they didn't know they're cornered

now it's now or never
and they full well know
they may never win

let go

maybe i wished
i had my way
all the time
but truth is
90% isn't
what you expect
from simple
to hard

let go

i wished
forever with you
early on
no
said the girl

just as well
we're only 16
and with understanding
we both knew full well

that we deserve
someone better
she,a better boy
me,a better girl
we're too young

she found hers
i've yet to find mine
but at least i found solace
in the fact that
though painful it has to
just let go
maybe then
unbreak my heart

A Mooncake head's wildest dreams

According to the amateur gourmand Josef,it's 2 weeks before the mid-autumn festival and here's a special wishlist of which mooncakes he wants,and maybe fanstasises

Traditional Top 3

1: Big China mooncakes. the mainstay of my grandparents,and maybe my parents. traditional to the core,and the only ones i know with the unusual 4 yolks(forget the calories). but I love it plain

2: Sheraton Towers White Lotus with 2 yolks: pity I don't like egg yolks,but the pragmatist in me can't help but swoon at the box. $78 for 4. the economist in me was thinking whether this is allocatively efficient,but who cares

3: Tung Lok's pistachio pandan: hey I love pandan ones. the pistachio lends an interesting green. $40 for 4

Top 10 turnheads

1: Marriott Ebony and Ivory snowskin-whisky chocolate praline.a inherently interesting and tasteful combo,and more logical than the blueberry cheesecake that's out this year. $6 a pop or $40 for 8 small ones

2: Shangri-la's BIRD'S NEST with custard in snowskin: i intentionally put it in caps to show how much this is a fantasy. interpret the rest yourself. $77 for 8 mini ones (!)

3: Fullerton's Ginseng white lotus snow skin- $55 for 4. not a bad deal,but i wish they had slivers of the real thing inside instead of pine nuts. equally intersting is chestnut amaretto,which is quite a nut of a mooncake,and the malibu is redolent with coconuts. but my personal favourite,which is cheaper,is the chocolate bailey,so creamy($49,alternately get one of each at $53 in a combo)

4:Raffles truffles. LOVE IT.a cognac or champagne truffle,by any means must not be missed. $45 for champagne,$43 for cognac. i think the latter is the better deal

HAHAHAHA HAKA

(demand outstrip supply) outstrips all concerns

good news or bad? the thought of a 4th university seems to be bandied around as a solution for the blatant lack of university places. maybe the 5th if some do have their way.luckily the government has tried to address the lack of merit goods,although I do not rule out the possibility of them making it a overkill

simply put it: what does adding 200 places to NUS and NTU each mean? if it means that the supply problems is just eased a bit. fine enough, but then it probably meant that students still suffer from a lack of info anyoldhow. fact is,there's an oversubscription of some really popular faculties,at the expense of others,and that probably mean that supply problems won't be eased by the addition of university places. I don't mind the fact that you should chase your dreams,but the shuddering fact is that everybody's kinda have a fixed mindset of what they should be doing.

as for the gripes of the poly students,I suspect it has something to do with the conservatism of the current 3 today. what happens is that in the university,the tutorial/lecture based mainstream of Singapore(and maybe the world) academia runs counter to the practically based stance of the polys. with book crunching all the rage,and sadly,habit of all the best students,they are better understood overseas than at home,as if a lost prophet who heralded changes for the better ironically wasn't welcomed at home. in the academic conservatism of paper qualifications,polys lose out

which means,don't put too much hopes on any reforms,lest the JC students start cranking up their mugging machines again and start runneth over

shattered dreams

Went for army open house at SISPEC and saw a few pals. glad to say they're fine,and told them all about the escapades in the open house,completed by a live firing exercise.

tried a few rifles. the sniper rifle is easy to operate(for all you sniper/CS fans,we don't use AWP),M16(of the ancien regime),a SAW and SAR 21 rifle,with at least 30 blanks and 5 live rounds fired. I must say it's quite a sturdy bullpup,although it shoots like a girl. and basically depending on your viewpoint,the scope can be a boon(according to the official line),or bane(according to Matt). not too accurate at longer distances(as found out to my detriment at the live firing range),but otherwise designed for maximum mobility and for the more delicate Asian physique

which brings me to the next story...

Dave. Initially you'd think he's insane trying to carry a rifle out of camp. something so ridiculous and never tried before for 20 years plus,but why he managed to do that?

throwing away a bright future with 1 month to go before he can say,phew?

Shattered Dreams. basically he used to be a cheery lad like many of us,growing up,and not caring much about our lives yet. until a divorce,a death and a lot more unfortunate happenings got into his head and overcame him.

to him,he craved for love.without parental care,he pinned his hopes on a girl. they used to get on fine,

until everything changed

never mind the accusations of being overly possessive by his ex. harrassing isn't the right direction for a relationship,no doubt,but he's just misunderstood. had he been forthcoming about his problems he had faced,at least it might not be the end. but unfortunately,by mercilessly dumping him,he simply crumbled.

forgive him

Although he has to face the music,and he rightly must,he really needs lots of help,which hasn't been forthcoming,and being misunderstood is least of his concerns. for someone emotionally so fragile,it'd be a shame if his life were to go downhill before that

a question

Requirement: a laptop.must be a latest,decent model,preferably with a DVD-RW,Windows Vista and well souped up

Explanation: fed up by jostling of 1 com by 4 people, and hearing of the benefits of 2 laptops in 1 house,I decided to have one of my own,and anyway we're adults and we need our stuff to be ever ready

Evaluation: it is probably effective against unauthorised MSN sign-ins. I have enough of seeing my fave contacts go online yet not being able to talk because some two faced busted is hogging the com. I also want to customise my com,something which is not always the case when 4 people are trying their darndest hardest to bump each other off com. also good for late night MSN-ing,something which has not been do-able
Unfortunately the drawback is that of 'envy',something which can be solved by sis having a laptop when she goes on to university. now 3 people jostling for the com is still troublesome,so why not I have one for myself. 2 left but that means I'll pull out my com stuff into my own wonderland and leave my bro to blame dad for leaving him to out-bid each other. excuse me,as a young adult i've enough of jostling with people for the com as if we're little kids and the com as an evil tool as percieved by my tech-unsavvy dad and 'secessionist' claims as seen by my 'tech-savvy' bro.

Example: gaming can then be done,without my bro trying to peek into my com or worry about anything

3 months

can we wait?

that's how difficult it is to keep everything from falling apart. time flies by so fast,and by then it's another sorry situation as you wished your nightmare isn't over when it is.

all because it was so traumatic

love poem

I do not claim to be even aiming for NUS FASS,but I'll try writing a poem,because I'm simply bored

Love
a sweet story
that swift moment
when you've had a brush
with your eventual crush
the first impression
soon led to expression
of a hope to be together

Love
a sour grape
the only gripe
if you don't have one
you long for one
only to be dashed
when you pour grief
on the sour taste

Love
a bitter pill
a better man
or so we thought
as we fought
over many things
and fret the thinks
of the 'other thing'

Love
a spicy sauce
adding the spice
at whatever price
repressed it flares
excess it bares
the very soul painted
by the tainted

Love
so fragile
amazing that chatter
would shatter dreams
you split apart
but glued again
adding to the blues
that led to the boos

Love
so sturdy
go steady
making a promise
breaking it soon after
freaking out
too late
you tempted fate

Love
for a while
it lasts that long
as fast as it goes
you tried to build
like a tower
it only wilts
like a flower

Love
for ever
everlasting
a perpetual feeling
eternally reeling
from the side effects
of being by your side
for better or for worse


Love
a funny thing
a sober truth
so unpredictable
yet so predictable
it's in fashion
leads to passion
for something...special

I think my poetry skills suck.all for being an ex-lit student.maybe I haven't wrote poems all my life,or i'm really unsuitable for lit

leave your poetic comments here

la vie en rose

life is just like that

so delicate,so beautiful,but just so...temporary

that little tingle in your mind

time flies...

well life hasn't been very extraordinary,but it comes to a point where we are going into pastures anew.as the girls start university and the guys wait redfaced while they slog it out,their seniors being thrown into the hurly-burly of the world,and the juniors simply helpless even till then...

that's it/it wilts

When can my heart beat again?
When does the pain ever end?
When do the tears stop from running over?
When does "You'll get over it" begin?
I hear what you're saying,
But I swear that it's not making sense.
So when can I see you...

When can I see you again?
When can my heart beat again?
When can I see you again, babe?
When can I breathe once again?
And when can I see you...

When does my "Someday" begin?
When I'll find someone again.
And what if I still am not truly over?
What am I supposed to do then, baby, baby...?
Do you see what I'm saying,
Even if, if it's not making sense?
So when can I see you...

When can I see you again, babe, yeah?
When can my heart beat again, yeah?
When can I see you again, yeah, babe?
And when can I breathe once again?
And when can I see you...again?

Mmm...

Yeah, baby,
Please hear what I'm saying,
Even if, if it's not making sense, baby.
So when can I see you again?

When can I see you again, yeah, yeah?
Can my heart beat again, baby, yeah?
When can I see you again, babe?
And when can I breathe once again, yeah?
And when can I see you, yeah, again.

Wanna see you again,
Again...

killed in action

we know how people die after seeing the word 'vietnam' on their econs scripts

enough of the Vietcong

Thaddeus C

though I might not know you personally,I just hope you found a better place up there. there is just so much I can say,but to go off in a blaze of glory after you did yourself and your peers proud,all efforts aren't likely to be wasted

many people haven't seen the blood,sweat,tears,...,that puts to training. though we might debate about all those circumstances for a long time,I just want to tell you,you're still a warrior